Just got a call from the guy who’s place I checked out yesterday. I had no idea what kind of impression I’d made, and at the end before I left, he kept going on about how much interest he’d had in the place, haha idek. I figured I was fucked.
ANYWAY.
He said that he would have made a decision by 5pm. Since I had work until like 6, he said he’d call me at 6:30. When he didn’t call I sent him a text, asking if he’d maybe tried to call while my phone was out of service (so smooth haha).
Turns out he was just talking to one of the other applicants, evidently turning them down.
So stoked!
The place already has a bed, and it’s literally a 5 minute walk from work XD
Can’t believe I’m finally going to have my own room again, and not have to drive to work!! Yayyyyy =]
It’s just that now,
they hurt.
I hope I don’t dream again tonight.
This is years old, it just popped into my head.
I’m terrified.
But I can’t help it, I’m stuck inside
This lonely box that’s full of lies
no one can open it but, there’s a window.
And I can see outside
It’s mostly cruel but there’s some things nice,
They’re hard to find outside your eyes,
The world is scary, don’t make me show you..
Stories of an empty life aren’t gripping.
But maybe they satisfy someone somewhere.
You’d think I’d wanna fall, haha
oh It’s not just about losing it all.
yeah you’d think anyone would want to fall like this.
I want to try, I want to fly,
I want to break down the walls
[that keep me in. I guess if I’m the one that built them,]
I could light it up and watch them burn, maybe then I’d finally learn,
The little things that have been missing all this time.
little things can make things alright.
this could be relevant.. if anybody really knew me.
(Source: me-yaahh, via me-yaahh)
